Jesus Lover of my soul

It's all about You, Jesus
And all this is for You
For Your glory and your fame
It's not about me
As if You should do things my way
You alone are God
And I surrender to your ways

Jesus, lover of my soul
All consuming fire is in Your gaze
Jesus, I want you to know
I will follow you all my days
For no one else in history is like you
And history itself belongs to you
Alpha and Omega, You have loved me
And I will share eternity with You

One of the reasons why people get so sentimental its because, memories are the only things that don’t change. When everything else does there are things else does there are things in life that you cant hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it, sometimes destiny isn’t always good, it becomes playful when you met someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross, but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? Making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn’t really meant to stay but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you’ve already fallen. It’s not easy to state reason whey you decide to leave your love. some might think its just an excuse…some might not actually believe… some will blame you… some might even be mad at you…what they don’t see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn’t deserve to be hurt especially when you cant actually state the reason why you have to leave. You can never own something that was never yours.. so lets stop gripping on things we expect to last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed so that someday when its gone, it wont take you eternity just to let it go when our feelings get strong for someone, it always wise to stop for a while and give your heart….-a time to breathe---

A time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while that other wants nothing more than friendship! Love can sometimes be magic…but magic can sometimes be an illusion. There are times when I wish that I was limited to certain emotions so that I ll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken but the same thing means that ill never know how it feels to love and be loved in return that thought of it kind of scares me. To have a heart that’s whole but numb or heart that’s broken but real. Someday, well all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight. Maybe when that time comes, well be laughing at our old dumb selves…realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we know weren’t really meant for us.

But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make ones journey fun.

Life is what we make it. Loves makes the world go round…So lets live, love and take whatever pain it brings though its hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen its harder to stop when I know its everything Ive always wanted but you know what? I’m glad,,, I’m glad it happened

Dissappointment, discouragement!

Owh! It's been a long time that we couldn't see each other, I think its almost 5 months of keeping busy with my studies but now I remember you.
Anyway I have something to tell you about now we are in second semester of our class(March) it getting nearer with our closure in these sem kaya nga I much concentrate with my studies and requirements that we are going to compiled.
Now I have a subject Economics eversince I started attending this class I always felt nervous and thinking over what is the possible topics and what are the interested topic about it. Did you know last wednesday that is March 2, 2010 that the day when our group discussed about the topic Effects of Unemployment that is a unprepared report why? because all of us are not willing to discussed it in front, so I decided that I will be the one to carry out. Sad to say nothing good happen, I really feel disappointment with my self, I feel that my grade will not longer change anymore Im aiming pa na man na magbalik ako sa pagka DEANS LIST pero now 50/50 ako kasi feeling parang baba pa ang grade ko for what we have done. But I admit it with my self its already Happen na ehhh what else I can do pa......):
Now I really aiming to get bawi of what i did, I ask God why I'm so irresponsible that is the first time that i experienced with that, parang ang point don hindi ako yun, siguro masyado akong comfortable with our group that each one of us will each other jajai but nobody who help me...
Now i realize hindi pa man yon end of the world ehhh. Now God tested me again of long I will continue to serve to Him.
By the way I am a sunday school teacher in our Church now, I am very thankful about it why because God gave me another oppoturnities and in that way I could share the gospel of God to the young children in our community. Hope that will not the last one, but it is the starting point of my Spiritual maturity to life. Hope you learned it, after you read my story..
Thank you for listening and reading this...God never let us alone but He always in our side. I LOVE YOU LORD.