Thursday, September 23, 2010

Urgent time

Friday, that was my favorite day of the week knows why? because its just only the end of the weekdays in school and the end of school works and also the office works. Unfortunately, what im thinking today is that Friday is a crucial day that should be overcome it. There are so many things to think about and do. If I could wings to help me to fly wherever I want then I want to exit in this crucial thing happening. God said in Ecclesiastes 3:11 their is a time for everything. I know and I believe in that passage but how can used to induce my self in many works so that everything goes right and smooth. Yeah! right have trust and believe Jesus Christ that He will help me in this thing. I always said to my self I can do this no worries no feeling of frustration and also no feeling of regrets. All I know is I do my best and what is the result of it I sincerely accept it and move on into another stair. Thesis paper, presentation, report, assignments, office works, quizzes, teaching children in sunday school class and doing household chores all these are my main things to do. I really experience that I choose but you know what I enjoy it and accept it, because I believe all these and more coming will be a appetizer to my success. Lord, I come to you wholeheartedly asking for help and endurance to do these things I recommend it all to you. Please do my heart be strong and my bodies have strength to face it. I'm asking for financial support on our library exposure, do blessed those people who help me, inspire, motivate and our teacher behind this so many requirement. God, I do believe in you. We bring back all praises and adoration in Your Mighty Name. Amen!

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

"Everyday is a special day."

A friend of mine opened his wife's
underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package:

'This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package.'

He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box.

'She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on , was saving it for a special occasion.

Well, I guess this is it.

He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died.

He turned to me and said:

'Never save something for a special occasion.

Every day in your life is a special occasion'.

I still think those words changed my life.

Now I read more and clean less.

I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.

I spend more time with my family, and less at work.

I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through.

I no longer keep anything.

I use crystal glasses every day...

I'll wear new clothes to go to the supermarket, if I feel like it.

I don't save my special perfume for special occasions, I use it whenever I want to.

The words 'Someday....' and ' One Day...' are fading away from my dictionary.

If it's worth seeing, listening or doing, I want to see, listen or do it now....

I don't know what my friend's wife would have done if she knew she wouldn't be there the next morning, this nobody can tell.

I think she might have called her relatives and closest friends. She might call old friends to make peace over past quarrels.

I'd like to think she would go out for Chinese, her favorite food.

It's these small things that I would regret not doing, if I knew my time had come..

Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.

Live for today, for tomorrow is promised to no-one..

If you got this, it's because someone cares for you and because, probably, there's
someone you care about.

If you're too busy to send this out to other people and you say to yourself that you will send it 'One of these days' , remember that
'One day' is far away... or might never come......

No matter if you're superstitious or not, spend some time reading it.

It holds useful messages for the soul.

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Jesus Lover of my soul

It's all about You, Jesus
And all this is for You
For Your glory and your fame
It's not about me
As if You should do things my way
You alone are God
And I surrender to your ways

Jesus, lover of my soul
All consuming fire is in Your gaze
Jesus, I want you to know
I will follow you all my days
For no one else in history is like you
And history itself belongs to you
Alpha and Omega, You have loved me
And I will share eternity with You

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

One of the reasons why people get so sentimental its because, memories are the only things that don’t change. When everything else does there are things else does there are things in life that you cant hold on forever, no matter how much you fight for it, sometimes destiny isn’t always good, it becomes playful when you met someone you learned to love, you thought that it was destiny who made your paths cross, but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create? Making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn’t really meant to stay but only destined to make you feel love and leave you when you’ve already fallen. It’s not easy to state reason whey you decide to leave your love. some might think its just an excuse…some might not actually believe… some will blame you… some might even be mad at you…what they don’t see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who doesn’t deserve to be hurt especially when you cant actually state the reason why you have to leave. You can never own something that was never yours.. so lets stop gripping on things we expect to last forever. Nothing lasts forever. Forever is a lie. Everything is transitory. So while you have something in your hand, put in mind that its just borrowed so that someday when its gone, it wont take you eternity just to let it go when our feelings get strong for someone, it always wise to stop for a while and give your heart….-a time to breathe---

A time to use your mind to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while that other wants nothing more than friendship! Love can sometimes be magic…but magic can sometimes be an illusion. There are times when I wish that I was limited to certain emotions so that I ll never have to experience pain, never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken but the same thing means that ill never know how it feels to love and be loved in return that thought of it kind of scares me. To have a heart that’s whole but numb or heart that’s broken but real. Someday, well all be looking back to those days we learned to love, get hurt, cry and fight. Maybe when that time comes, well be laughing at our old dumb selves…realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we know weren’t really meant for us.

But I guess learning takes time, and mistakes make ones journey fun.

Life is what we make it. Loves makes the world go round…So lets live, love and take whatever pain it brings though its hard to wait around for something that I know will never happen its harder to stop when I know its everything Ive always wanted but you know what? I’m glad,,, I’m glad it happened

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Dissappointment, discouragement!

Owh! It's been a long time that we couldn't see each other, I think its almost 5 months of keeping busy with my studies but now I remember you.
Anyway I have something to tell you about now we are in second semester of our class(March) it getting nearer with our closure in these sem kaya nga I much concentrate with my studies and requirements that we are going to compiled.
Now I have a subject Economics eversince I started attending this class I always felt nervous and thinking over what is the possible topics and what are the interested topic about it. Did you know last wednesday that is March 2, 2010 that the day when our group discussed about the topic Effects of Unemployment that is a unprepared report why? because all of us are not willing to discussed it in front, so I decided that I will be the one to carry out. Sad to say nothing good happen, I really feel disappointment with my self, I feel that my grade will not longer change anymore Im aiming pa na man na magbalik ako sa pagka DEANS LIST pero now 50/50 ako kasi feeling parang baba pa ang grade ko for what we have done. But I admit it with my self its already Happen na ehhh what else I can do pa......):
Now I really aiming to get bawi of what i did, I ask God why I'm so irresponsible that is the first time that i experienced with that, parang ang point don hindi ako yun, siguro masyado akong comfortable with our group that each one of us will each other jajai but nobody who help me...
Now i realize hindi pa man yon end of the world ehhh. Now God tested me again of long I will continue to serve to Him.
By the way I am a sunday school teacher in our Church now, I am very thankful about it why because God gave me another oppoturnities and in that way I could share the gospel of God to the young children in our community. Hope that will not the last one, but it is the starting point of my Spiritual maturity to life. Hope you learned it, after you read my story..
Thank you for listening and reading this...God never let us alone but He always in our side. I LOVE YOU LORD.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

The fashion of Giving

Yes, People change the way they want it. One thing I prove that in my beloved friend, boss, teacher and my brother. For 2 years I've studying in this institution so many unforgettable things happen; something that we will never forget. This day seems i really smell the Christmas season because of Christmas part, gift, and love that everybody imparted in us. Di'ba sounds so good but you think of it It sounds miraculous why? because of change.
I never thought that my boss will give me a Christmas presence kasi hindi na man siya ganong tao ehhhhh, hindi mahilig magbigay but he is very kind and very understanding and very patient in us even though we have so many unnecessary things in terms of work and services that we lend.
Pero hindi man yon basis para magalit siya sa amin
And take note he gave me a birthday presence, I am very happy talaga kasi yong hinihingi ko kay God automatically he gave it through kay Sir..
God is good all the time.
And I am very existed sa aming Gumasa trip this saturday, hope nothing will happen to us.

Jerimiah 3:33

Monday, September 7, 2009

"The Art of Letting Go"

To "let go" does not mean to stop caring. It means I cant do it for someone else.
To "let go" is not to cut myself off. It's the realization that I can't conttol another.
To "let go" is to admit powerlessness, which means the outcome is not in my hands, but in Gods.
To "let go" is not to fix, but to be supportive.
To "let go" is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being, as we all sin.
To "let go" is not to be in the middle, arranging all the outcomes, but to destinies.
To "let go" is not to deny. but to accept. To "let go" is not to nag, scold, fuss or argue; but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them, To "let go" is not to adjust everything in my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.
To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to live for today and grow for the future.
To "let go" is not to regret the past, but to live for today and grow for the future. To "let go" is to fear less and to love more.

Heloo-"

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